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| It's not him actually, I just like this photo, and it can represent him in my mind.. haha |
It's been a long time since the last time I wrote about him, it's a short story, the title is 'Hey, meaningful boy', it's a sad short story that is about unrequited love,, (ahaaii lebay) hehe If I repeat my memories about that, I just wanna laugh.. how 'galau' I am at that time. However, If someone asked me 'Do you still like him?' then I will answer 'yes' cz I am a girl who once say I like someone, then I will always like that person forever,, I'm not easy to erase every feeling in my heart even a tiny thing like my feeling to him.. hehe
and why I suddenly talked about him?
It is because my classmate, let's call her 'G' suddenly asked about him in the middle of CD class yesterday, "Do you have someone that you like in this campus?" G asked me.
"What? errr, no.. " I tried to hide my feeling.
"halaah, I know it very clearly, it's (his name) right?" G teased me.
"Hee? how can you know?" I was a bit shocked at that time, because I never tell anyone about him, except my best friend, of course.
" I can see from the way you looked him, hey I am very good at knowing someone's feeling, you know.." G seemed very proud of her ability.
Actually, she asked me why I have a feeling to him, since in G's perspective, he is too serious and such a stubborn person.
I just told G that we ever been a close friend in 2nd semester, and he was romantic at that time (that's why I thought he liked me too) but now I don't know his feeling.. since we never in a same class anymore..
I thought he already like someone else.. hehe #sad
G promise that she will never tell anyone about it.. huft..
Sometimes I still find myself looking at him subconsciously.. even though it's been a long time we never talk to each other.. but I don't know.. this feeling won't go away..
I am such a very hard lover.. (what?) no, I'm just hard to forget..
I like him, even though now I'm not expecting too much..
I like him, the way he is..
I like him, the one who say that I'm a good person, the one who care about my family, even the one who came to my boarding house just to give a birthday present (in my birthday) and the present, which is a Japanese novel about grandma and her grandson, was successfully making me cry..
Yes, I like him as always..^^
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