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Kim SungKyu- 60'


I really love this song recently, I play it almost everyday.. ^^
several reasons that make me love to listen this song are:

1. The singer is Kim Sung Kyu, he is Infinite's leader.

Actually he is not handsome, he's not also my fav member in infinite, but I really love his voice. 
He has high pitch voice and it is distinctive/unique..

2. the model of Sung Kyu's MV is L!! ^^ 

He's also infinite member and he's my fav member after Woo Hyun. I fall in love w/ L in this MV, he's so damn handsome!! >.<
He acts very well in this movie, he can be a cool person:

he can also give a funny expression:

and also sad expression:
overall he is HANDSOME!! >o<



3. The MV is well arranged and it has a very good scenery.

4. the girl in this MV is also very beautiful - kyeopta! ^^

I don't know her name but I like the way she smile.. she's very good in acting.. :)

5. The romantic scenes make me 'ukh2deg2yei2!' >.<

leaning on L's shoulder and smile together..


L wipes food sauce on her lips

L picks up the girl when it's raining

Huaa,, I like those kind of simple skin ships and romanticism!








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Something funny for today ^^

I've just read my friend's blog, his name is Sufi..
He asked me to read his blog and it was fun..
He is very good in expressing his thought toward public phenomenon about transjakarta..
I can't stop laughing when reading his blog..
especially in story about Japanese Festival in GI.. 
I always laugh whenever I see this picture:


It is Sufi and Evik, they're wearing yukata, Japanese traditional clothes.. and look at sufi's hair!! 
wkwkwk it looks like Kalimantanese boyband.. ^^

and also this picture:
Sufi-cun

Evik-chan
hehe, anyway, thanks a lot for Sufi who has entertain me through his blog.. I really enjoy reading it.. so funny like the owner,,^^

If you wanna read his story, simply click the link below:
http://sufyansuri.blogspot.com/

you'll find many interesting stories~~ :D

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Naui Saranghaneun Chingu [Part 2]

Here it is, my other bestiest in KCHE..
She is Riana hyun (yeongwonhi), I call her 'Iian'..
I knew Iian since I was in first grade of junior high, we're not in a same class but we went school together using the same ancot almost everyday.. (Thanks to Intan who introduce Iian to me at that time.. hehe)


The photograph above was edited by me as Iian's birthday present last year w/ a sweet bear frame..
I choose those photos because they kept our memories..
Some of them were taken when Iian accompany me to find CD installer of windows 7 in one of unpopular mall in Bandung, duh I forgot the name.. -___-
Recachan was broken at that time,, 
Actually we're not only searching for the CD but also doing culinary trip, we bought Nachos, Takoyaki, Katsu, Hazelnut choco wafel and Korean Ice cream..
the other photos were taken when we go to UPI to watch Darae's performance.. on the way back home we went to Korean market and Korean cafe, it's our first time.. and we also bought Pat-bing-soo here -a Korean ice cream in a big bowl- it's expensive but we're very happy..^^
Iian is our mother-fairy, she is kind-too kind..
she never say 'NO' to people's request, she always say 'Gak apa2'..
What I love from Iian is her ability to laugh naturally, it makes the speaker wants to tell everything to her..
she is a very great listener..
She is also very patient and care.. 
but sometimes she's a bit inconsistent in deciding something.. hehe a bit easy to be panic and always create a strange sound when she walks across the street..^^
I really love her, she is my special best friend..
\I heard from Renny that she got a bit difficulty life as a nurse in Jakarta, I hope she's doing well..
I always pray for her in every single time of mine.. 
Hwaiiting Iiian!! \(^0^)/


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Naui Saranghaneun Chingu [Part 1]

It's been a long long time not writing anything in this blog.. hehe I am in holiday actually.. ^^
I've been longing for writing this story..
Okay,
She is Dessy, I usually call her 'Dciws', she is one of my bestiest in KCHE..
Why I wanna tell a story about her? it's because two days ago, Renny told me about her latest story, she was in a very big problem, we can't help her.. 
I was so angry when I heard about her problems, what I can think is everything just unfair for her.. she's the victim, but she took all responsibility by herself.. Thus, it makes me want to write about her.. 


The picture above is my favorite photograph.. it was taken 4 years ago when we were eating Monde cookies at Intan's house, it was in idul fitri week.. 
I know her since I was in second grade of junior high, we're very close.. perhaps because we are Korean holic-Super Junior holic- :p
Both of us love to eat watermelon.. we ever eat a ball of watermelon together.. 
she is kindhearted girl w/ simple minded thought..
She is tough and responsible person,,
She is the strongest among us..
She is our wonder woman.. ^^
What I love from her is the way she thinks, everything is simple.. 
If u ask for a help from her, she will directly help u even without saying anything.. 
Whenever we meet, she always hug me, even when we're sleeping together..
She is my extraordinary best friend and I love her badly..
Hope she can solve her problems and get the best,, I'll always pray for her in every single time in my life.. 
Hwaitiing Dciws!! \(^0^)/



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I don't hate you anymore

Yesterday, when I was in Liqo, my Murobbi shared about 'Bandul' story..
Actually the story is very simple, "Life is better in balance, don't hate something too much and even don't love something too much" because that 'too much' is never been good.. ( I'm sorry Yeollie, I love you too much~~ >.<)
I know it actually, but the way my Murobbi told us is-you know- in a not-teaching-way.. (I don't know the term.. hehe )
It makes me realize.. that I was bad.. I don't have any rights to hate people.. >.<
Then, I decide to start everything from the beginning, to reset my feeling for everything, even to delete all 'hatred virus' in my head..
It might be difficult, but I am good in adapting my self to a new condition, even the bad one..
Life is so complicated, I don't know why Allah gave me this kind of complicated situation.. but I know for sure, everything happens for a reason.. I believe in Allah, I just have to try my best.. :)

P.s: since I'm trying not to hate you anymore, I just wanna say, I hate people not for a shallow reason like what you always think.. it's more than that.. I thought you're good in analyzing something but I found it wrong.. I am sorry for treating you bad,, I don't want to hurt you actually..

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"You're too kind"

Two days ago, when I was in Liqo, my friend and I agree to do some evaluation, means that we have to give opinion about each of us in a sheet of paper. .

Actually I was so nervous, sometimes it's difficult to read what people think about us, it feels like 'Ukh2Deg2Yey2~~' hehe

Finally I got my paper and.... most of them said I'm too kind.. I don't know why, I don't feel like what they say actually.. huft

To be honest, I am not a good person, I mean, I even can hate people, that's why I try so hard to be a good person.. because I don't want to hurt anyone..
Someone ever said it is because I can't refuse people's request.. sometimes yes, but only for those who are my only 'friend'..

I'm so happy yet a bit uncomfortable when people said that I'm too kind.. cz perhaps they haven't seen the 'dark' side of mine.. but it's okay, at least I can make people comfortable beside me..

Oh ya, okan even write something beyond my expectation.. hehe actually I wanna say it too but directly when we're in our room.. I love you, too okan :)

eniwei,

Thanks for the opinion..^^ it means a lot for me..

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#Sometimes


We have 8 months to go, I hope everything will just passed.. I hope it will end soon..
sometimes I am too tired to think about us, it's complicated..
even if I try to share my feeling to other friends, they won't understand.. it's too complicated
Everything about you is just complicated..
Sometimes I just wanna go far away from this place to forget everything, so I can easily forgive everyone..
Sometimes I just wanna be other people, I don't want to be 'me', 
Sometimes becoming amnesia is good, to help you start from 'zero'..
Sometimes it just hard to accept, even when I am thinking about it, it makes me hard to breath..
it almost end, I just have to be patient.. 
someday, this 'heavy' feeling will go away.. I believe..


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Hey 'you'!


everything seems to be unclear for me, even this feeling.. ya, this feeling which is called as 'hatred'..
I know it's wrong to hate people, but I can't stop this feeling..
You're the one who make me this way, you're the one who broke my trust..
I can't trust you anymore and it will be better to hate you than keep believing that someday you will understand what I ever told you..
You are live in euphoria now, so you can't even see in my perspective, I ever live in your place and I know what will happen next to you..
I know something that you never know, 
I want to tell you everything but I am afraid you will be broken and you'll never trust people anymore, cz I know, you're that kind of person.. 
I choose to keep all the things by myself, and let you pretend that I hate you so much.. 
But yesterday I realize that you're not even worth to be hated, you're so innocent, even you don't know anything..
Yes, I am the one who is mean to you, and it's better for us..
We will never be friend, even if you want..



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'Galau' viruses..



I know it's silly but I really feel 'galau' because of those two things above.. I REALLY REALLY LOVE IT AND I REALLY REALLY WANT TO HAVE IT!!! >o<
unfortunately I'm afraid to become 'deficit' in the end of the month since I'll go home to Bandung, and I want to celebrate my Mom's bday, and I want to buy remote control car for upil and I want to save money to anticipate LA 'lateness' next month.. -_____-"
I REALLY galau,, I want it so bad.. huhu
I know I need to think about my priority, but I WANT it SO BAD~~
nan ottkhae?? ireohkhae?? dashinikkhae?? dareun saramminggo gatha~~ #gajebo
~(>.<)~

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Neva-chan .. ^^



This is first-expensive-sport-shoes I ever had in my life.. hehe
It sounds a bit cheezy but it's the first time I pushed my self to buy expensive shoes, I am not a kind of person who likes to buy branded-thingy cz it is expensive..
Since I was born until before I buy this shoes, the highest price of my shoes is only IDR 35k.. hehe
That's why, it's kind of unexpected thing that happened in my shopping life..
I love the style, it is simple-efficient-and chick..
I love the color also, blue-grey make it looks luxurious yet simple, even though it's kids's shoes.. hehehe
I named it Neva-chan, from it's brand.. It's similar w/ my friend's name.. :) 
Even though I've already had neva-chan, but I rarely use it, since I don't have many grey clothes.. and I also afraid if it's getting dirty or broken.. I am too worry to wear it.. aigoo
I hope neva-chan will accompany me more.. ^^

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Orange.. ^^

When you haven't come to my life, I only know 3 colors; white, grey and black..
I pray to Allah everyday, to meet someone who'll take me out from this boring life..
from those repeated days.. so,I'll never feel bored anymore..
Then you come.. you taught me how to dream..
You did many extraordinary and unexpected things,,
You showed me that nothing's impossible in this life..
We did many crazy things together..
You took me out from my grey life..
you colored my days, you painted my heart with a soft -but a bit- bright color called 'orange'..
you framed it with love and trust..
And now, my life is ..
'Colorful'.. ^^


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Sky-by Chyrippa.. ^^




It's Chyrippa's 1st shoot.. The photo was taken at a small park near my campus building..
Chyrippa is my new CamD samsung DV100.. 
My hard work for saving money around 10 months.. hehe
I named it Chyrippa cz the color is silver.. so, if we pronounce it 'Chyrippa' it sounds like 'silver' in Japanese 'moe' sound.. :D
Also because someone often sing using Chyrippa rhythm.. sounds cute & extraordinary.. ^^
I chose this photo as Chyrippa's breakthrough cz the object is good.. I love the sky.. 
I hope I can get more excellent & interesting photos from Chyrippa..
Our story has begun.. hehe :D

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It's Jun Gyu ^^


It's Jun Gyu, my beloved student..
He is Korean..
and I love him so much..

Two days ago, his Dad told me that he failed in English exam, his Dad said 'Does my son really stupid? why is he failed?'.. to be honest, I'm so sad.. since I know that Jun Gyu already do his best.. I know he hate English and from the first meeting, he refused to learn it.. but now, to make his parents proud of him, he tried his best to study for the exam,, however, he still failed..
I used to be the one who is blamed cz I am his lesson teacher.. but he took all responsibilities..
I used to be the one who cheer him up, but in fact he said to me "Don't worry miss, I'll study harder.." ,
though I know he has studied along the day, he doesn't have time for playing his favorite games, but he accepts it, to make his parents not angry anymore..

It's Jun Gyu, 12 years old, 11 years younger than me but he has bigger heart than me..
It's Jun Gyu, and he always make me proud of him.. :)

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A Beautiful Day w/ My Beautiful Girl ^^

Today, Baochan and I went to Rumah Cantik Citra, it's a kind of beauty treatment place like SPA or massage.. To be honest, it's our first time, since baochan got two free vouchers and she chose me to accompany her.. how lucky I am!! :D
I felt like a princess there, the staff treated me very well, even though I was so shy since I need to take off my clothes.. it's the first time also for me.. huwooo #blushing
I felt very relax after having a heavenly massage.. I hope I can come back again to this place, but I need to save more money, around IDR 90.000 for a complete treatment; full-body massage (from head to toe)+amazing bath w/ Citra+ a cup of Wedang Jahe+ Citra products.. not really expensive but still a bit luxurious for me.. hehe
I need to work harder then..
One day I'll go here w/ my Mom.. I think she will be very happy.. 
I hope I can make it true.. ^^

and baochan, she is beautiful as always.. :D
She prepared a milk chocolate for me, even 'mase' think that we have a special relationship,, haha 
Baochan said that she just like me a lot.. 
both of us said to people that we're having a date.. so funny! ^^
I even put simple make-up on my face.. aigoo
It's the first time I wear eyeliner on my eyes, though it's not thick..
I really love this 'date' :D we're a -one day- princess.. 
I hope someday I'll have this kind of 'dating' w/ baochan again..
Saranghaeyo baochan, jeongmalhae~~ >.<

a milk chocolate from baochan ^^


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Be Happy Everyday.. ^^

Somewhere in Japan.. beautiful rite? :)

The picture is very nice isn't it?
It's kind of metaphor actually.. it represents my perspective toward problems..
I realize that nobody's perfect, and problems will always accompany us during our life journey..
Several weeks ago, I was in a dark road..
I can't see anything, and I just wanna run away from my problems..
However, after reading a short story about 'Pakis and Bamboo tree' I realize that I have to change my perspective..
I'm not alone, Allah with me..
Then suddenly, I feel very 'release'.. 
I realize that the road is long, sometimes we tired of life.. sometimes we want to give up..
but if we see everything in a nice perspective, your life will be different..
I'm just trying to enjoy my life, to be a happy virus like 'Chanyeol',, hehe
Now, I will be a more positive person.. I wanna be happy everyday.. 
Like what my lovely lecturer 'Ms.VS' said, We live only once, it will be wasteful if we just sad and disappointed everyday.. enjoy our life.. be happy for every single thing in our life.. because positive things will only come to us if we have positive mind..
GANBATTE NE!! \(^o^)/

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It's Baochan ^^


It's baochan.. we're a very close friend, yes she is my best friend.. In this photo we were sitting at our favorite place in campus.. it's in a sidewalk park, near campus building.. we were looking at 'unyanya' the orange cat which live at campus, we named him together, he is our cat.. hehe 
our friend, Fitri, took this photo.. and it was nice.. haha
Baochan and I always share every single story that happened to us in this place.. so she knows everything about me,, even something that I don't tell anyone.. 
Baochan is a very good person, she is sincere and lovely.. 
Even though she is not a kind of person who give advice to me, but I like the way she listens to my story wherever I tell her.. She can make me happy and forget my problems.. 
I like Baochan so much.. I trust her more than other friends..^^
I hope we can be best friend forever.. Saranghaeyo Baochan.. 



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Hey, meaningful boy..

It's not him actually, I just like this photo, and it can represent him in my mind.. haha


It's been a long time since the last time I wrote about him, it's a short story, the title is 'Hey, meaningful boy', it's a sad short story that is about unrequited love,, (ahaaii lebay) hehe If I repeat my memories about that, I just wanna laugh.. how 'galau' I am at that time. However, If someone asked me 'Do you still like him?' then I will answer 'yes' cz I am a girl who once say I like someone, then I will always like that person forever,, I'm not easy to erase every feeling in my heart even a tiny thing like my feeling to him.. hehe
and why I suddenly talked about him? 
It is because my classmate, let's call her 'G' suddenly asked about him in the middle of CD class yesterday, "Do you have someone that you like in this campus?" G asked me.
"What? errr, no.. " I tried to hide my feeling.
"halaah, I know it very clearly, it's (his name) right?" G teased me.
"Hee? how can you know?" I was a bit shocked at that time, because I never tell anyone about him, except my best friend, of course. 
" I can see from the way you looked him, hey I am very good at knowing someone's feeling, you know.."  G seemed very proud of her ability.
Actually, she asked me why I have a feeling to him, since in G's perspective, he is too serious and such a stubborn person. 
I just told G that we ever been a close friend in 2nd semester, and he was romantic at that time (that's why I thought he liked me too) but now I don't know his feeling.. since we never in a same class anymore.. 
I thought he already like someone else.. hehe #sad
G promise that she will never tell anyone about it.. huft..
Sometimes I still find myself looking at him subconsciously.. even though it's been a long time we never talk to each other.. but I don't know.. this feeling won't go away..
I am such a very hard lover.. (what?) no, I'm just hard to forget.. 
I like him, even though now I'm not expecting too much.. 
I like him, the way he is.. 
I like him, the one who say that I'm a good person, the one who care about my family, even the one who came to my boarding house just to give a birthday present (in my birthday) and the present, which is a Japanese novel about grandma and her grandson, was successfully making me cry..
Yes, I like him as always..^^


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