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I Wanna Go...

jadi nostalgia sama lagu favorite jaman SMA nih.. hahaha :
Ini soundtrackny Gundam Seed Destiny.. ^^




I Wanna Go to a Place by Rie Fu.

I wanna go to a place where I can say
That I'm all right and I'm staying there with you
I wanna know if there could be anyway
That there's no fight, and I'm safe and sound with you

And every time I look, I thought you were there, 
But it was just my imagination..

Even now you still haven't noticed this quiet sky
I am always thinking of it, but I can no longer return to there

And I will always be awake in my heart, gently taking notice
That someday I will be able to see kindness

What's stopping me? I get stuck again
Is it really OK? It's never OK for me
What's got into me? I get lost again
Is it really OK? It's never going to be

And I will search harder to realize the things in front of my eyes
Even the wind's direction will surely change tomorrow
The wind whispers gently, the one that moves is the earth
Find the way and I will be able to see kindness



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-I wanna sleep peacefully-


If there's a place, where I can sleep peacefully.. a place where I can be my self without afraid of being hurt by others, without afraid of being meanie and egoistic.. I hope I could stay there forever..

Я ведаю, што гэта доўгі шлях ..
Я ведаю, усё не можа заставацца такой жа ..
Я ведаю ..
Толькі, калі ласка, дайце мне адпачыць на некаторы час ..
Я так стамілася ..
Не ведаю, куды ісці ..
Не ведаю, як падзяліцца гэтым няшчасным пачуццё ..
Не было нікога, хто гатовы, каб толькі застацца побач са мной, не пакідаючы мяне ў спакоі ..
  Вы можаце думаць, што я шчаслівая, але я крывацёк ўнутры ..


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L.O.S.T


Дрэнна табе .. Я так сумна, што Вы настолькі слабыя .. Я хачу пакінуць вас, таму, магчыма, вы будзеце мець лепшае жыццё без мяне .. Можа быць, вы можаце вырашыць ваш выбар лягчэй без мяне быць побач з вамі .. Можа быць, вы будзеце шчаслівыя з гэтым чалавекам .. Я не хачу быць перашкодай для адносін .. гэта досыць .. Я стаміўся .. Я не магу ўзяць гэта больш .. да пабачэння.

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Bored.

It's been a long time,, I don't have any passion to write anything..
I am TIRED.
Yeah, I am tired of my life and the worst is I am now getting bored of everything.
It seems that I am going back to the time when I was in  the last semester of my senior high.
I start to think that I don't wanna continue all these things.
I wanna run away.
and my face start to be like this:


and I'm sure that no longer after this, my face will be this way:

I REALLY need a REST!
if I can stop my brain to think about many things that I don't wanna care (honestly).
If I can go far away, so that I can be free.
If I could get amnesia so that everything would be forgotten.

AAARRRGH! I am going crazy!!!! 

If you can imagine me, writing this kind of shitty things with this kind of face:

you'll laugh..


I wanna laugh too.
but I can't.


I should stop writing about it.. it makes me feel even worst.
I need to re-built my positive mind. huhu
I need someone to share, even though I know they would not understand my feeling.

because February will come soon. (it's not about February actually)

NOOOOOO!!! I wish I could turn back the time~~ 

give me spirit please~~




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Jan 6th 2013

Прайшло тры гады .. сумую няправільна
Я спадзяюся, вы можаце перазапусціць з нуля ..
Ты не мужчына .. я шукаў на працягу апошніх пяці гадоў
Я выбраў не таго чалавека ..

Прабачце і дзякуй

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