It's painful,
when you really want to forget a person..
When you really hate that person,
and when you almost let the person go..
but there's always thing that make you won't..
because you live in a place that full of memories of that person..
because you live with people who really know that person..
because you-probably- want to keep those memories, tough it hurts..
you have too many things that connect you with that person..
Even if you want to disappear, you can't..
Even if you want to block that person FB or just erase the phone number, it's useless..
because you have too many things between you and that person.. because it's too late to let it go,,
because it's hard even to think about it so many times, you've got tired with it..
It's painful,
when you realize that the person you hate the most, is the person you ever give all your heart to
and it's more painful, when you realize it will never be the same.. never.
though you've tried.
to forget is more difficult than to begin.
Random Mind,,
My Bias ^^
Recently, I've spent a lot of time reading BaekYeol fanfics.. but this time I read the English version from livejournal.com .. it was far better than reading the indonesian version.. cz the way the author describe the story was beautiful (despite I learned the language too).. Nah, Suddenly I want to share the latest pict of Chanyeollie~ he was cooooooool and sweeeeeeeet enough to make me fall again.. >.< and the newest album of EXO was two thumbs up!!! recommended to be downloaded.. :D (I'll do it later because the inet connection was bad.. hiks)
The latest news is about my new bias.. His name is Yook Sungjae, he is from BTOB, new korean boyband (of course). I could not upload his picture because the inet connection is very bad now,, so I'll do it later at office.. hehe :p
Talking about Sungjae, his face is a bit look like Seo In-Guk from Reply 1997.. but sweetest than him.. and I just like him because his voice is good and he is the main vocalist also (let's put aside his sweet face. LOL)
Though he's not really popular but he is quite funny and playful person.. a bit similar with Chanyeollie sih.,. my type.. hehhehe
Beside Sungjae, I also like Lee MinHyuk from BTOB.. he is my 2nd bias.. I don't really like him but I fall for him after seeing BTOB MV (Irresistible lips). He became the model with a girl who acted in Cinderella Step Sister, that a-doll-like girl.. and he was GREAT in acting.. for sure I love his eyes.. hehehehe #blushing
Now, I keep looking for BTOB news and MVs.. and I can't stop playing 2nd Confession MV and When I was your man MV.. it was an AWESOME song!! their voices are better than SuJu sih, though they're not really handsome.. hahaha their song My Girl and Father also good.. and I was surprised because most of them were born at 1993-1994.. WTF!! Seems that I'm old.. hiks.. but I don't feel that way, most people always believe me when I said I'm still a high school girl.. LOL.. ^0^
I think it's enough for today.. hehe can't wait to upload their photos tomorrow.. Ja Ne Minna-san!!
What a Busy Month!
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I am Back!! :D
Haraaa Haraaa,, finally I decided to write again in here!!
Yeah I'm back~~ >o<
To be honest, I've created account in other socmeds.. and..............
I FORGOT which email and what password that I used there!!
I've tried to remember it, but it was useless.. I got no idea.. Gosh!
So, with a heavy heart and no choice, I am BACK... yaay~~~
Gonna write many unimportant yet unforgettable things in my life..
Please anticipate it~ ^0^