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- collecting different colors -

Yesterday I was a bit sad during 3 o'clock class. In this class I have one fav student, his name is Althafandra, we called him by Thafa. From the first meeting I have special attention to him because his face looks almost similar w/ my little brother, Upil. He is also smart and cute, he has chubby cheeks and big eyes, that's why his friends like to pinch his cheeks.
Thafa is a comical student and really cooperative.
One day he ever leave message to his friend, Andra, who is also my student, that he missed me,,
I am so happy to know that, but yesterday I asked my students to write about their family's hobbies. When Thafa submit his work, I am curious because the column for father was empty. I asked Thafa why he didn't write anything, he said because he didn't know, I insisted that he can just write anything from the examples but then he said, " soalnya aku ga mau nulisin apa2 soal papa baru "
It was heartbreaking for me because a cheerful student like Thafa could experience something like that, he just a 7 years old student, but then I realized that I could see different color of my student, they might be cheerful but no one knows if they have a pain in their heart. Thafa might not show or say it, but I could see from the way he didn't want to write anything about his new father. I hope Thafa will get a bigger happiness,, :)

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- make up -

This photo was taken last week, at that time, it was the worst day ever, because I got flu and terrible cough and it was raining for the whole day. To be honest, if I could, I would be absent, but I will lost my bonus.. huhu
So, I forced my self to work..
Miss fairy said my eyes were swollen and I looked very sleepy (of course because I just wanna sleep at that time), thus she decided to put on some make up to my face..though I don't really like having make up on my face but I obey her because I need it.
It was weird and miss fairy even told mr.dementor, eerrgh,,
But I realize that as a woman I need to have at least knowledge on make up because it is useful.. I can put some camouflage like having fresh face while actually I am sick at that time,
But it was quite funny when the adult ( my colleague and my boss) said I am beautiful having make up, on the other hand, my students dislike it, they said it's "menor" and they like me with natural looks..
I am glad to know that they think so, and I don't need to force myself to put make up on my face,, I think my students gave honest opinion,,
It's raining right now and I am on my way to teach Jun Gyu, hope I will not late,, hehe

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- a sudden feeling -

I ever heard a story from my colleague at office, it was about her love story.
She had been in relationship for 7 years w/ her first love and the man meant everything for her.. but one day, they had to break up because of their ego.. this friend of mine is a really mood maker person and very cheerful, she said for a year pasca broken up w/ him, she was living like a zombie, tried to do many things to forget him, but she never cry at all, but one day, a year later, she was eating w/ her friend and suddenly cried unstoppably cz a sudden feeling that remind her w/ the man. When I heard the story it's quite weird, but yesterday I felt it.
I was downloading some videos because I got insomnia, this damn cough not letting me sleep well, I keep coughing, drinking and going to toilet, errrrgh.
Yuph I was listening to park ji min, when she covered Beyonce'song irreplaceable, and suddenly feel sad and lost, because suddenly I remembered a person who used to sing in the way Ji Min sing, and it was ' nyesek ' and I cried without any specific reason. Fortunately the message came and it was the person, and the person sang for me and I feel like relieve and overflow by the sudden feeling, it's out of control actually but when the person asked me why, I couldn't give an exact reason, I just feel lost, feel something lost and I don't know how to express it,,
And I don't know why suddenly I want to write these things,, hhehe
Argh tomorrow it's Monday, now I know why people hate Monday, hhe
Hope every good thing will come to me soon,, hope everyone that I love will get much happiness and hope they always healthy,. :)

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- Because of kakaotalk -

Today I showed my phone to Jun Gyu, he likes my phone, he said it is better than him..
The funny thing is, he installed kakaotalk to my phone and add his account by himself,, haha
He was happy because he can chat w/ me through kakaotalk and he keep sending me message.. #thissweetstudentofmine,,
To be honest, kakaotalk made me get closer to him,,
Thanks kakaotalk!! :D

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My first phone blogging

It's amazing to know that I can do blogging through phone!! Ayeee,, ( move from paranoid era to android world ) hehehe
But still uncomfortable to type using phone keypad.. too much backspacing.. hahaha
Overall. I'm just so happy.. that's all,,
Thanks Allah for today's happiness,,

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