- a sudden feeling -

I ever heard a story from my colleague at office, it was about her love story.
She had been in relationship for 7 years w/ her first love and the man meant everything for her.. but one day, they had to break up because of their ego.. this friend of mine is a really mood maker person and very cheerful, she said for a year pasca broken up w/ him, she was living like a zombie, tried to do many things to forget him, but she never cry at all, but one day, a year later, she was eating w/ her friend and suddenly cried unstoppably cz a sudden feeling that remind her w/ the man. When I heard the story it's quite weird, but yesterday I felt it.
I was downloading some videos because I got insomnia, this damn cough not letting me sleep well, I keep coughing, drinking and going to toilet, errrrgh.
Yuph I was listening to park ji min, when she covered Beyonce'song irreplaceable, and suddenly feel sad and lost, because suddenly I remembered a person who used to sing in the way Ji Min sing, and it was ' nyesek ' and I cried without any specific reason. Fortunately the message came and it was the person, and the person sang for me and I feel like relieve and overflow by the sudden feeling, it's out of control actually but when the person asked me why, I couldn't give an exact reason, I just feel lost, feel something lost and I don't know how to express it,,
And I don't know why suddenly I want to write these things,, hhehe
Argh tomorrow it's Monday, now I know why people hate Monday, hhe
Hope every good thing will come to me soon,, hope everyone that I love will get much happiness and hope they always healthy,. :)