-- To "you" in rainy weather --

You know, sometimes I miss u so bad.. The way you care to me, the way you remind me to eat properly, The way you smile at me when I did silly things, the way you laugh when we talked about something fun, and The way you sang Vidi's songs while doing your assignments.. You know, I'll never forget those things, even if we're far apart now.. Sometimes I'm too afraid to get closer with u for the second times.. I've hurt you.. and I know it's too cruel.. and I don't know how to fix it.. I'm pathetic, yes, but if you ever know what I feel when I meet you at campus, I just wanna say "Let's start from zero, then I'll try to fix it".. but it's hard to say.. my lips are locked.. then I even cannot look at you.. its because I feel bad, really bad.. Oka, if you know what I feel.. perhaps you will understand.. I'm sorry for everything that I've done to you.. You still have a special place in my heart..coz you're my first roommate in my life.. :')