#This is War

You know, it's not about fighting with someone or kind of war that use many weapons. It's just a war, between the logic and the heart. It's already begun since two years ago, and I decide that the winner is the heart. However, now I realize that I made a wrong decision. I should not only follow my heart, but also the logic. I never see the reality, and now everything became worst. I broke my heart, I lost my logic and seems like I lost myself. I don't know whether the war is finished or not. Now, everything seems confusing. I want to say that 'I regret it' that decision. that makes everything becomes my fault. That makes me become so unclear and 'Galau' like this. that makes me turn into someone who hate many people and even myself. This is war, I have to stop it now. It's useless. Nobody knows what the future will be, and I will be the one who decide whether I want to have a happy ending or sad ending. This is war, still between the heart and the logic. I don't know which one that I should follow, because everything has its consequence. This is war, and I need someone to help me.. to decide which path that I should take. Yeah, This is war...



(inspired by MBLAQ's song~This is war)