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- collecting different colors -

Yesterday I was a bit sad during 3 o'clock class. In this class I have one fav student, his name is Althafandra, we called him by Thafa. From the first meeting I have special attention to him because his face looks almost similar w/ my little brother, Upil. He is also smart and cute, he has chubby cheeks and big eyes, that's why his friends like to pinch his cheeks.
Thafa is a comical student and really cooperative.
One day he ever leave message to his friend, Andra, who is also my student, that he missed me,,
I am so happy to know that, but yesterday I asked my students to write about their family's hobbies. When Thafa submit his work, I am curious because the column for father was empty. I asked Thafa why he didn't write anything, he said because he didn't know, I insisted that he can just write anything from the examples but then he said, " soalnya aku ga mau nulisin apa2 soal papa baru "
It was heartbreaking for me because a cheerful student like Thafa could experience something like that, he just a 7 years old student, but then I realized that I could see different color of my student, they might be cheerful but no one knows if they have a pain in their heart. Thafa might not show or say it, but I could see from the way he didn't want to write anything about his new father. I hope Thafa will get a bigger happiness,, :)

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- make up -

This photo was taken last week, at that time, it was the worst day ever, because I got flu and terrible cough and it was raining for the whole day. To be honest, if I could, I would be absent, but I will lost my bonus.. huhu
So, I forced my self to work..
Miss fairy said my eyes were swollen and I looked very sleepy (of course because I just wanna sleep at that time), thus she decided to put on some make up to my face..though I don't really like having make up on my face but I obey her because I need it.
It was weird and miss fairy even told mr.dementor, eerrgh,,
But I realize that as a woman I need to have at least knowledge on make up because it is useful.. I can put some camouflage like having fresh face while actually I am sick at that time,
But it was quite funny when the adult ( my colleague and my boss) said I am beautiful having make up, on the other hand, my students dislike it, they said it's "menor" and they like me with natural looks..
I am glad to know that they think so, and I don't need to force myself to put make up on my face,, I think my students gave honest opinion,,
It's raining right now and I am on my way to teach Jun Gyu, hope I will not late,, hehe

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- a sudden feeling -

I ever heard a story from my colleague at office, it was about her love story.
She had been in relationship for 7 years w/ her first love and the man meant everything for her.. but one day, they had to break up because of their ego.. this friend of mine is a really mood maker person and very cheerful, she said for a year pasca broken up w/ him, she was living like a zombie, tried to do many things to forget him, but she never cry at all, but one day, a year later, she was eating w/ her friend and suddenly cried unstoppably cz a sudden feeling that remind her w/ the man. When I heard the story it's quite weird, but yesterday I felt it.
I was downloading some videos because I got insomnia, this damn cough not letting me sleep well, I keep coughing, drinking and going to toilet, errrrgh.
Yuph I was listening to park ji min, when she covered Beyonce'song irreplaceable, and suddenly feel sad and lost, because suddenly I remembered a person who used to sing in the way Ji Min sing, and it was ' nyesek ' and I cried without any specific reason. Fortunately the message came and it was the person, and the person sang for me and I feel like relieve and overflow by the sudden feeling, it's out of control actually but when the person asked me why, I couldn't give an exact reason, I just feel lost, feel something lost and I don't know how to express it,,
And I don't know why suddenly I want to write these things,, hhehe
Argh tomorrow it's Monday, now I know why people hate Monday, hhe
Hope every good thing will come to me soon,, hope everyone that I love will get much happiness and hope they always healthy,. :)

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- Because of kakaotalk -

Today I showed my phone to Jun Gyu, he likes my phone, he said it is better than him..
The funny thing is, he installed kakaotalk to my phone and add his account by himself,, haha
He was happy because he can chat w/ me through kakaotalk and he keep sending me message.. #thissweetstudentofmine,,
To be honest, kakaotalk made me get closer to him,,
Thanks kakaotalk!! :D

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My first phone blogging

It's amazing to know that I can do blogging through phone!! Ayeee,, ( move from paranoid era to android world ) hehehe
But still uncomfortable to type using phone keypad.. too much backspacing.. hahaha
Overall. I'm just so happy.. that's all,,
Thanks Allah for today's happiness,,

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-My Lovely Students ^_^-

Suddenly I just wanna talk about my students, maybe not all of them but the ‘special’ one, [not only good students lho! hehe]. I teach 8 classes in GEC; three classes are 5th graders, two classes are kindergarten, and three classes are 3rd graders. They are still cute because they are young learners.
Sometimes I feel so regretful when I looked back to the course in my college, why don’t I took TEYL class instead of PopCult at that time? It's because I feel a bit dizzy while facing young learners. Hehehe
Okay, let’s start from the 5th graders……
  1. 1.       Super star 8 = 3 students

The smallest number of students that I have in GEC. They are Naomi, Nayaka and Hasna. Naomi is a bit naughty in classroom, she likes to bully other students especially Hasna, because hasna is the smallest student in the class. While Hasna also is the smartest one and the most diligent one. Nayaka is very kind students though sometimes she likes to bully Naomi. Hehe [it looks like bullying chain]
This class is far left behind than other classes in term of speaking skills. I need to encourage them to speak more using English.
  1. 2.       Super star 2 = 7 students

This is the laziest class ever. Though I have prepared for games, they prefer to do workbook and to listen to scary story than to do games. -____-
However, I do like this class because they are funny students. Lala, Rezy and Fardhiaz are the smartest one. Sara is excellent in drawing. Teggar is the weirdest student in this class because he loves my chair a lot. Bintang is a bit annoying but he is the mood maker of the class. While Putri is a bit slow learner but she bought me Siomay last Monday and she made me a necklace. J
  1. 3.       Super star 3= 9 students

This is my favorite class from 5th graders class, why? Because they were naughty at the first time I teach them until Mr. Dementor come to my class for 30 minutes! Hehe
Finally, I can make them ‘tame’ haha, it’s because they love learning kinesthetically and they like movies. Thanks for Okan, my knowledge of movies is quite good so that I can use it for classroom activities.
In this class I like one student,Alfian, because he has cat eyes. He likes drawing and he is the most respectful student among the boys [we have 7 boys and two girls in this class].
Mazaya and Firda are good at drawing too, Firda ever draw a cat with princess dress for me and Mazaya is very good at speaking skills. Kadzim and Diaz are very smart but they are too lazy to move.
Hafizh, Moha and Habib are the most excited one in playing games. They love competition. While Miko is a bit weird, he is smart but just kind of nerd. However, I really love them anyway.

Let’s move to the Kindy students…
  1. 1.       Rainbow 2= 12 students

This is the most tiring class ever! Imagine that one teacher should handle twelve kinesthetic students with different characters! (Saya sudah melambai pada kamera kalau ini acara uji nyali.. -__-)
I never learned how to deal with these kindy kids before, most of them are 5 years old students. Some of the girls like Caca, Risha, Azziyah and Nazma are very kind, they listen to me very well, while Ratu is very slow in learning. Queena, Aisyah and Qey are the moody one, Aisyah sometimes don’t want to be friend with some girls. While the boys are totally disaster! Their mother even said to me if Aidhan, Ndo, Kevin and Syahan in one class, it’s pitiful for the teacher.. eerrrgh -__- I haven’t find any solutions to teach this class.. Somebody please help me.
  1. 2.       Rainbow 4 = 4 students

3.       This is my favorite rainbow class because they are good students overall. J Azib and Denissa are always come before the class time, they are smart and passionate in learning. Azib is very big but stil cute. Amel and Vero love to move and sometimes need effort to catch them. I love teaching this class because they love me a lot. They always give me big huge before going home. Can’t wait to teach this class tomorrow. J


It’s time to go for work, I’ll continue the story of the third graders next time… J

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- Movie of The Day! = Up .. -

Movie that inspires me a lot!! >o<
I know it's a quite old movie but I've just finished watch it.. :) 
The movie is like 'Nano-nano' candy = It's sweet, sour and a bit salty, It's full of surprises!
After watching this movie-even during the movie watching- I cried a lot. It was touchy, especially when Ellie died, don't know why but I can feel the loneliness of Carl.. :'(
I cried also in part when Carl finally opened the last chapter of Ellie's book, it was soooooo sad...
Overall, the movie is very heart warming.. 100% recommended to watch!! ^^
I like Russel, the adventure boy, he is chubby and funny, he made me laugh a lot. 
The dog, Dug, is heroic also, and Kevin the bird is silly yet cute at the same time.. 
In this movie, I can feel the sense of adventure, the sweetness of love and faith, the meaning of keeping promise, the surprise box of future, the kindness of pure heart of a child, the power of efforts and the loyalty of a team. 
I hope I could share this feeling while watching the movie but I think it's quite difficult.. hehe 
by the way, I just want to write this feeling as soon as possible.. 
by the way, I've decided to write again in a diary.. YEAY!! one step ahead to self-improvement.. 
Hope everything will be alright, hope tomorrow will be a better day,, ^_^

The sweet couple- Carl & Ellie- I hope I could find someone whom loved me like Carl to Ellie..



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- I Miss you, orange maple.. :) -





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-The Problematic Teacher-

The new teacher in my office seemed to make many problems, it made everyone explode.. :D
I, personally, will never match with her, because she's trying to be close with me and Miss Fairy warned me to be careful with that kind of person..
The new teacher, she is one year older than me,
Miss Fairy said she is shifty but a bit stupid.
Last week, she tried to report something bad about me to Miss Fairy.
It's because I didn't want to share my lesson plan with her. It's because she is manipulative person who is never feel thankful when people help her. She will use people to safe herself. Even she never reflect on what she did, that's why people don't want to care about her anymore. She even cried in front of Mr. Dementor just to make him feel pity of her.. beuh..
I just want to say this to her, it's a quotation from unpopular talk show "Kalo gak sanggup, SANGGUPIN!". hehehe
She is so spoil, and annoying..
just hope she will resign soon.. #DevilWish
Quote from miss fairy "Ada dia di kantor malah nambah dosa kita keuheul sama dia"
wkwkwk :p


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Recovered from ‘Badai’ [Bad Day]

It was something really-almost-never happened in my working life. I ‘exploded’ in classroom.. -____-
I don’t know why but my students were very moody today and they made me crazy [I almost want to hang them and make them become ‘teru-teru bozu’ outside]
Ms. Ira said ‘Maybe because of the rain’, yuph, it was raining cats and dogs yesterday, so that only half of students came, some of them came in a-very-wet condition.
I know that students especially in that age [second graders and third graders] are really self-centered. Sometimes they don’t want to play with other student who they think not in their level.
That’s why when a half of absent student who are the BFF of some who came were not in classroom, students who came didn’t want to cooperate with others. I give a real example;
I want them to play games in pairs, the boys don’t have any problems with it. However, the girls don’t want to join because one of them doesn’t want to be in the same team with Tasya [I know she is a bit rude].
So, I change the partner, but Alya doesn’t want to be with Kaila, because they don’t friends anymore [What the heck with it? Children sometimes decided to not be friends in inappropriate situation!]
So that I am a bit angry, I left the girls. While listening section, Sakha wanted me to pause after one number while the others already finished. Of course I could not just pay attention to Sakha while the others nag to me to check their works. Sakha is a ‘loud yet spoilt’ student who want every his requests fulfilled by everyone and he ‘pundung’. He didn’t want to do the exercises and he didn’t want to talk to me. Errrrrrrrrrrrghr…  
-_______-
In the middle of lesson, Nevan suddenly crying because he could not see his aunt outside [of course it was raining and his aunt probably was waiting somewhere near GIS. I have told Nevan that everything will be okay and his aunt will be back to pick him, but he was so stubborn and he continued crying and didn’t want to do the exercise until he see his aunt [what a really spoiled child, gosh!!!] and I could not just focus to him so I asked Ms. Ira to help me. After that, Figo [I think he needs to shut his mouth] said like this to me, ‘Gimana sih Miss, Nevan nangis, Sakha pundung, Cewe2 gak mau main games, bla, bla,bla’. I just send my devil glare and ‘kunyeng2’ his head ala Sinchan’s Mom.
Sometimes I hate to be so kind to my students, but I don’t want to be a teacher who is mean or strict or whatever. I just want to be someone that they can share and believed. I just want them to feel safe near me.
My Boss have told me that I’ve become the popular GEC teacher in GIS kindergarten and GIS elementary. He told me that all students love me. I was happy but sometimes it needs extra-patience to keep being a very kind teacher. Authority also becomes a problem. When you become a school teacher, you have many authorities even to give punishment to your students while if you become course teacher, you can’t do that. Sometimes I hate being a course teacher. Everything settled and no fun [in term of teaching rules] but I know that what I have to do is trying to deal with it. Allah gave this job to me because He knows that I can handle it no matter how hard it is.

I believe there is rainbow after the rain, so I hope next teaching will be a good moment. J

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“Pada saat yang seperti ini….”

I used to write using the prompt above while missing someone. I ever wrote this kind of note when I was in semester one because I was missing my best friends badly. At that time, I hadn’t find anyone whom I can share my feeling with. Thus, today- with the same condition - I want to write this kind of note..

*      Pada saat pulang kerja dan sesungguhnya banyak banget hal2 ga penting yang pengen diomongin ke seseorang.
*      Pada saat ngelewation RSPP dan melihat jalanan itu, tempat terakhir aku ngerasa ngga ingin beranjak menjauh dari tempat itu.
*      Pada saat mau makan paket hemat tiga di HokBen dan menyadari kalo paket hemat tiga sekarang udah gak ada lagi se HokBen Indonesia dan malah berganti dengan Value Set yang harganya melampaui kantong dan gak tau harus ngomong sama siapa soal ini (jarang ada yang tau kalau paket hemat tiga HokBen adalah primadona dikala lapar buat si gadis manis ini).
*      Pada saat beli Tao Kae Noi ataupun ShinRamyun, biasanya beli dua sekarang tetep beli dua tapi dimakan sendiri.
*      Pada saat ngga tau kenapa pengen nonton pilm dan selalu ketiduran ditengah pilm dan ngga ada sosok depan laptop yang masih ‘ngejanteng’ anteng nonton dan paling males nyeritain synopsis jd sukanya cerita singkat padat namun kurang banyak bagi saya.
*      Pada saat liat voucher Timezone main sepuasnya di website diskon faporit dan udah seneng banget tapi baru nyadar ngga ada orang yang bisa diajak anteng main disana seharian.
*      Pada saat karaokean bareng temen2 kerja.
*      Pada saat liat makanan unik nan enak yang biasanya suka dijadiin oleh2 buat seseorang.
*      Pada saat dapet bonus kerja dan sebenernya pengen juga foya2 Cuma ga tau mau ngajak siapa.
*      Pada saat jajan di alfamart dan pake kartu anggota dan malah ditanyain nama orang itu.
*      Pada saat lewat d’cost, KFC, blok M, stekpi, solaria, giant, ichiban sushi, ramen one dan semua tempat itu bikin semua memori keputer ulang dan malah jadi kikuk sendiri.
*      Pada saat digunting rambut oleh cepii.
*      Pada saat orang2 ngga sengaja ngajak ngobrol dan nyebutin nama orang itu.
*      Pada saat murid bilang diriku up to date soal lagu2 baru dan mereka jadi makin deket sama aku dan sebenernya itu gara2 siapa.
*      Pada saat nempelin foto2 di mading kamar tercinta.

Ya, pada saat ini lah saya paling kangen sama seseorang nun jauh disana, J

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My Working Life ~

I've been waiting for so long to have time to write about it.. hehehe 
This week I was so busy dating with three progress report for three classes, meeting with parents, changing classroom profile, and so on,, I thought I will be crazy because of this, hehehehe 
but my work is started to be paid off, Mr. Dementor said that I got A+ for my work in October- this-crazy-month. :)
I was so happy because I got my first full bonus and I am legally become full time teacher in GEC..
He said that I was the best teacher for this month because so many students talked about me, they were so excited to come to GEC, I'm happy to know that though I still feel that I haven't give my best, sometimes I'm too busy with classroom profile and progress report so that I didn't prepare well for the lesson, :p I'm not that great as they say.. I need to learn more.. 

Though this crazy month almost passed, I still have many things in office, the relationship between each teacher is also problematic, Ms. Riri already resign, I was sooooooo sad!! because I get along often with her, I came to her class to do observation for about a month.. :) she is a great person, funny and cheerful. She is wise and gentle too, she is like a mother.. :) I was angry when Mr. Dementor said something bad about her, he was wrong actually, he judge Ms. Riri too bad.. but I can't do anything for her, it made me sad.. :'(


While the sub-teacher for ms. Riri is Ossi, she is actually a quite good person, though she is very lazy and not really serious with her work. Her work is making us crazy. Miss Tina always angry because of her, though she didn't show it. I hope this problematic person will not give any bad influence to me.. heheu


I want to talk about my classes but I need to go home soon, I am in Beewhite now and cepii and een seems to prepare to go home.. Ja ne~~ I'll tell it later.. ^^

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- My Temporary Bias ^^ -


Park Chan-yeol - EXO K


Lee Min- hyuk - BTOB


Yook Sung - jae - BTOB


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- Me & Unexpected Weight -


It's been two months since I start working in GEC, Miss Tina already warn me to stay healthy because there's so many works in here. She even lost 10 kg of her weight in her one month working experience. However, what happened to me is way much different, I gain weight! for 5 kg! Omona.. -___-
Now my weight is around 54kg, it's a bit shocking for me because I know that whenever I gain weight, it means I'm stressful, hehehe 
I'm "stressful eater" type --> a person who eats a lot when she has many things in mind.. :p 
That's why, I don't know whether I should be happy or not.. kekeke
It doesn't matter for me sih, now I think I need to do diet.. hehehe 


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Random Mind,,

It's painful,
when you really want to forget a person..
When you really hate that person,
and when you almost let the person go..
but there's always thing that make you won't..
because you live in a place that full of memories of that person..
because you live with people who really know that person..
because you-probably- want to keep those memories, tough it hurts..


you have too many things that connect you with that person..
Even if you want to disappear, you can't..
Even if you want to block that person FB or just erase the phone number, it's useless..
because you have too many things between you and that person.. because it's too late to let it go,,
because it's hard even to think about it so many times, you've got tired with it..



It's painful,
when you realize that the person you hate the most, is the person you ever give all your heart to
and it's more painful, when you realize it will never be the same.. never.
though you've tried.
to forget is more difficult than to begin.

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My Bias ^^

Recently, I've spent a lot of time reading BaekYeol fanfics.. but this time I read the English version from livejournal.com .. it was far better than reading the indonesian version.. cz the way the author describe the story was beautiful (despite I learned the language too).. Nah, Suddenly I want to share the latest pict of Chanyeollie~ he was cooooooool and sweeeeeeeet enough to make me fall again.. >.< and the newest album of EXO was two thumbs up!!! recommended to be downloaded.. :D (I'll do it later because the inet connection was bad.. hiks)

The latest news is about my new bias.. His name is Yook Sungjae, he is from BTOB, new korean boyband (of course). I could not upload his picture because the inet connection is very bad now,, so I'll do it later at office.. hehe :p
Talking about Sungjae, his face is a bit look like Seo In-Guk from Reply 1997.. but sweetest than him.. and I just like him because his voice is good and he is the main vocalist also (let's put aside his sweet face. LOL)
Though he's not really  popular but he is quite funny and playful person.. a bit similar with Chanyeollie sih.,. my type.. hehhehe

Beside Sungjae, I also like Lee MinHyuk from BTOB.. he is my 2nd bias.. I don't really like him but I fall for him after seeing BTOB MV (Irresistible lips). He became the model with a girl who acted in Cinderella Step Sister, that a-doll-like girl.. and he was GREAT in acting.. for sure I love his eyes.. hehehehe #blushing

Now, I keep looking for BTOB news and MVs.. and I can't stop playing 2nd Confession MV and When I was your man MV.. it was an AWESOME song!! their voices are better than SuJu sih, though they're not really handsome.. hahaha their song My Girl and Father also good.. and I was surprised because most of them were born at 1993-1994.. WTF!! Seems that I'm old.. hiks.. but I don't feel that way, most people always believe me when I said I'm still a high school girl.. LOL.. ^0^


I think it's enough for today.. hehe can't wait to upload their photos tomorrow.. Ja Ne Minna-san!!

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What a Busy Month!


So many things to do.. -_-
but just remember that.....



Try to be happy EVERYday~~ ^0^
Ganbatte ne~

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Quote of the day :)


I just feel so glad today.. 
^_^
Have a nice day...



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Sepenggal Kisah di Halaman Putih

Dulu, duluu sekali aku ga pernah nyangka akan menjadi seorang guru..
Dan sekarang, seolah waktu bergulir dalam sekejap mata, aku sudah berdiri di depan kelas, sebagai seorang guru..
"Miss Ritahe" begitulah mereka memanggilku.. :)
kini aku mulai menulis di halaman putih kosong, kehidupanku yang baru..
aku bukan seorang mahasiswa lagi.. kini aku mulai meniti ' working life ', dengan kisah berbeda setiap harinya.. 
kadang dramatis, dilematis, fantastis, bisa jadi romantis.. 
akankah ini menjadi akhir yang manis?
Gak ada yang tau.. 
yang pasti tokoh baru banyak bermunculan.. ada yg baik hati layaknya ibu peri 'Miss Tina'
ada pula yang amat teliti seperti Prof Minerva McGonagall "Miss Ira", yang selalu kocak dan berhati bersih "Miss Riri" yang bikin hari makin cerah dengan celetukan lucunya "Nina the admin" ada juga a trouble some newcomer yg kadang bikin heboh dgn ceritanya "Miss Ossi" , Kakek bule yang sangat merakyat "Mr. Andreas", Mr Grumpy yang lumayan ganteng "Mr. Frank", Sahabat sejati sapu dan cangkir teh " Pak Udin" dan terakhir our undeniable Dementor "Mr You-Know-Who" I'm afraid to write his name in here.. hahaha
My working life is never been easy yet it is always unexpected.. sometimes you'll get a happiest moment then suddenly your happiness will be sucked by the Dementor, then you'll meet a kind mother fairy who heal you, and Prof McGonagall who always try to support you.. 
Yeah, this life will always be unexpected.. 
Just one thing that I realized "It's more comfortable to write in English~ #wkwkwk" and one last thing.. I do really miss someone I used to talk whenever I get back from work.. hope all happiness will come to that person.. :) 
Yup, I wanna upload a picture but there's something wrong with the connection.. never mind.. CU on my next story.. ^_^

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I am Back!! :D

Haraaa Haraaa,, finally I decided to write again in here!!
Yeah I'm back~~ >o<
To be honest, I've created account in other socmeds.. and..............
I FORGOT which email and what password that I used there!!
I've tried to remember it, but it was useless.. I got no idea.. Gosh!
So, with a heavy heart and no choice, I am BACK... yaay~~~
Gonna write many unimportant yet unforgettable things in my life..
Please anticipate it~ ^0^

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On June 21st..

I'm glad to know that you haven't give up yet..

though, I'm a bit worried..
Those awkward moments when we were together..
I hope it would be a good memories..
We've spent a-really-good-time, I'm a bit surprised that somehow you know what I want..
I hope we can be a good friend.. :)


#Morning message
#Thinking quiz
#Original
#Culinary presenter
#you ^^

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- Father a.k.a Papih -



My Father is a cool guy, the best father ever!
He is right in the center of the picture above..
It was 5 years ago, Dindra was so small (Now, he is taller than me) and Upil was very 'Tembem', hehe
My father was still young also, 
I really love my Father, he is my hero.
Though we didn't have a good relationship in the past.
Because of his work, my Father has to stay in Jakarta and only go home once a month, 
Because of his work, he almost never stay at home during Idul Fitri day, thus sometimes it's very strange to see him on Eid-day.. :)
I was afraid of my Father, we almost never talk to each other personally at that time. 
If I had a wish, I never ask my Father, I definitely can't ask him! Because I was afraid of him.
Why? 
It was because of intensity, we just met once a month, and the 'day' when my Father coming home was the most diligent day I ever had. I will do everything that my Mom asked, no matter what happened, I studied hard without reading comics, I never watch TV until night, I went back home ASAP from school, I made my room super tidy and I woke up super early.
It was tiring actually but it just to show to my Father that I'd became a good girl, though he's not at home. 
I was studied hard because I just want to listen to him saying that he's proud of me every semester.
However, the feeling to make everything seemed to be perfect grew a bigger distance between me and Father. We can't talk casually.

But now I stay in Jakarta, I only have Father to talk to when I got homesick.
I only have Father to ask for help when I need something.
Yes, I only lean on him.
Since I live in Jakarta we're getting closer. We can even have jokes, we can laugh together.
There's no distance or awkward moment.
I just realized that my Father is super funny person, thus sometimes when he called me, he seemed like 'Om-om' because the way he talked to me was like a friend but still he has the wisdom as a Father.
Since I live in Jakarta, I started to call him 'Papih' because it looked like we're close to each other.
I was touched by Papih's action when I didn't have anyone to pick me up from Jun Gyu's apartment, I was tired at that time. I called my Father and he said he will pick me up after work,
It means I need to wait for an hour, no problemo.
but two hours passed and I had not seen him, I was worries yet a bit angry to him. Why he didn't send any message to me.
When I finally met him, I saw his thumb was covered by 'Perban' he said that he had a little accident while washing his motorcycle. Thus, he actually can't drive a motorcycle yet, he can but it would be very slow. 
But he picked me up, with a hurt thumb. I lost my words, I even can't say that I was angry a while ago.
My Father can do everything for me.. his smile is my strength, his wisdom is like a warm blanket for me, 
and his hard work is something that makes me feel encouraged to give my best.
I really love my father, someday, I definitely will have a husband like him. ^^
Saranghaeyo Abeoji~~ :-*

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Two Rings.. -C.L.O.V.E.R-


-Baek PoV-
In a way back to home, on the bus which is going too fast than usual, you, as usual, always by my side. Your Pabo face, sometimes makes me want to tease you..

Chan: The weather is too hot for summer ryt?
Baek: Hemm..
Chan: What r u lookin' at?
Baek: your hand, whose ring is it? #hold Chan's hand
Chan: It's from my Sunbaenim in my school, hehe #shy
Baek: Let me borrow this!
Chan: eeh? No! it's special..
Baek: #take the ring from chan's finger #put it on baek's middle finger.
Chan: Hey! that's my ring~ #angry
Baek: Now, it's mine,, :p


-Chan PoV-

It's the first time I came to Baek's house.. I am so nervous.. what should I do? I have to meet Baek in bus station.. I have to do my best!

at Baek's house..

Baek: You must be very tired ryt?
Chan: Emm, not really, I am so excited to meet you.. I miss u.. :)
Baek: Me more.. stay here, this is room for us.. my Mom already prepared it for you..
Chan: Your Mom is very kind..
Baek: Are u thirsty?
Chan: A bit.. hehe
Baek: Wait.. I'll give you some water..

Huwaa it's Baek's house.. I will stay here for three days, I hope I didn't make any mistake.. Huft, I've prepared present for Baek's birthday too,, hehe I hope it will go as I've planned..

Baek: Here, drink this, but slowly okay..
Chan: Waaa orange juice! I love it! #drink in a hurry
Baek: Hey hey slowly.. slowly.. #hold Chan's hand
Chan: Wae yo?
Baek: Just drink it slowly!
Chan: Err you're so suspicious.. nyemmm
Baek: #Look at Chan's carefully.  Have you find it?
Chan: Ppppft.. hehehe there's something here.. I'll try to drink it all..
Baek: Slowly okay.. #Nervous
Chan: #silent for a moment #teary eyes
Baek: Hey, why are u silent.. what did you find there?
Chan: It's a ring., huwee I'm so happy..
Baek: Let me put it on ur finger.. #Take the ring from the cup
         This ring is special for you, can you see in the inner side of the ring?
Chan: It's my name, you write it?
Baek: No, it's the ring maker who made it.. I requested it..
Chan: But this ring is too simple for me, It's plain. :(
Baek: Who said that? See, if you take a look carefully, there's a fire pattern on it.. You know, it's symbolize  
         our love, it will burn forever.. our love will never die, sweetheart..
Chan: It's so touchy.. u're too romantic! Huwaa you made me ashamed #close face with hands
Baek: Yaa, I did it for you since I took your precious ring here.. #show Baek's finger
Chan: Aah I see.. :) but that ring is already rusty.. how if I buy you the new one soon when we back to
          Seoul?
Baek: That's a good idea.. #Hold Chan's cheeks..
Chan: Saranghae Baek.. #Hug Baek
Baek: Nee.. Naneun dangsineul saranghamnida... #Hug

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My Memorable Moments ^^

Because love can find its way..

We both have the key to each other's heart.. and the rings are our bond..

We don't know what will happen in the future, but we know that  it will be everlasting..  ^^



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C.L.O.V.E.R verse 4

Don't you believe me?
You're my needs, no matter how many times I fell for others..
You're special..
I can't stand on one heart, this is me..
Can't you accept it?
I love you, if you won't believe me, that's your choice..
-C.L.O.V.E.R-


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C.L.O.V.E.R verse 3

You always be my first..
You pick me up from my boring life..
You enlighten my world..
You're someone that I wait for so long..
If love means your happiness, I will always put it as priority..
If love means patient, I can endure it no matter what..
If love means sacrifice, I'll do it all for you..

-C.L.O.V.E.R-

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C.L.O.V.E.R verse 2

No matter how far you are, I won't stop think about you..
Though my words can't reach you, 
Though our eyes always meet in silent,
But my prayers always accompany you wherever you go..
- C.L.O.V.E.R-

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C.L.O.V.E.R

Because your words means everything for me..
Because I love you more than anyone else..
Because I only have you..
So.. Please don't ever lie to me..
-C.L.O.V.E.R-

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Mie ABC Sop Tomat Pedas

Suatu Hari, A dan O sedang berbelanja di sebuah mini market cukup populer. Mereka asik memilih mie favorite mereka. A tanpa pikir panjang langsung mengambil ABC rasa sop tomat pedas.

O: Beli itu mulu, ngga bosen?
A: Abis suka banget sih, nanti juga bakal ada saatnya bosen..
O: Oh iya bener juga..
A: Kenapa?
O: Dulu juga kamu pernah bilang bosen sama aku.
A: Kapan? Masa?
O: Waktu dulu kamu lagi deketin dia, jentre banget malah..
A: Ooh itu mah dulu kan..
O: Emang sekarang ngga bosen?
A: Gini ibaratnya, kalo A suka banget makan sarden, tiap hari makan sarden, kan ada masanya bosen. Trus dia pengen nyoba makan kornet. Eh ternyata abis nyobain kornet, dan tau rasanya ngga enak banget, dia malah kangen sama rasa sarden dan balik makan sarden tiap hari.
O: Ooh dasar tukang coba-coba.. kasian amat sama si kornet.. hehe
A: Apaan tuh mukanya? seneng kan? hayoo ngaku~~
O: Ehehe .. (-^.^-)


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Suntikan Semangat Hari Ini :)

Aku ngga pernah nyangka seorang sahabat yang nun jauh disana menuliskan ini d message FB :

"Ta, km bneran gpp kan distu?

Mungkin rda bkin jengkel ya aku nulis-nulis kaya gini.. bukan gaya aku bgt kan ya
Hari ini aku lagi beres-beres nemu buku buatan kamu pas aku ulang taun, ulang taun keberapa ya itu?? aku lupa
Hari ini aku lagi mellow.. hahaha tumben
kalo dipikir- pikir terakhir kita ngobrol itu dulu pas aku ada masalah, sekitar bulan september.. udah lama banget ya ta?
malahan terakhir kita ketemu pas udah lebaran taun lalu ya?? udah lama banget kayanya
Makasih ya ta kamu selalu ada buat aku, walaupun aku sering banget nyebelin kan??
Aku mungkin ga selalu baik sama kamu, ga selalu ada buat kamu, ga pernah ngerti apa mau kamu.
Tapi aku pengen kamu tau aja, kamu salah satu temen terbaik yang pernah aku punya.
yang selalu ngertiin aku tanpa pernah minta dimengerti
Maaf kalau selama ini aku sering nyakitin kamu.
Aku ga nyangka loh, aku bakalan nulis kaya gini.. kaya yang aku bilang, ini bukan gaya aku banget kan
Aku baru nyadar aja selama ini aku ga ngasih apa-apa ke kamu..
Makasih ya kamu udah selalu siap dengerin semua masalah aku
Maaf kalau aku selalu nyusahin kamu..
Semoga kita bisa terus jadi sahabat selamanya
Aku ga tau kenapa aku nulis kaya gini????"

Kemarin2 aku mungkin lagi hectic sama pikiranku, jadi pusing banget ampe ngga sempet balasin sms orang2..   >.< Iian sma dciws ampe sms in nanya aku kenapa, padahal sebenernya aku cuma lagi overload ajah.. :(

tapi ngga nyangka banget seorang dciws yang biasanya paling ignorant dan simple minded bisa menulis sebanyak itu buat aku.. sungguh bikin terharu.. hiks hiks..

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa semangaaaaat!!!!!! Harus sidang bulan JUNII!!! AYEEEEEEEEE!!!!! \(>o<)/



Me & Dciws ^KCHE's B-Day @Ciwidey^

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Journey..



It's been 4 years since the first time I stepped my foot in Jakarta..
Time flies, I even missed many things..my time, my targets, my dreams.. 
And now, I almost see the final round of my college life.. 
Soon, I'll be graduated.. I just have 3 months more to stay here and I haven't decided yet which path that I will choose.. It's hard, when you deal with something relates to future, it looks scary.. because it is full of uncertainty.. 
I feel like go back to the time when I was senior high school, at that time, I also feel like so much confuse with my future.. I was struggling to find the right way to be what I wanna be.. I thought I could reach my dream to learn Japanese as much as I want.. to be one of UNPAD students,, to be part of Japanese Literature major,.. but Allah guide me to another path.. it's here, in SSE.. and soon I will be an English teacher.. but I feel like I am not sure with it.. like half of me don't really wanna be English teacher.. 
I feel like in the middle of nowhere, no sign, no light.. 
I don't know how to decide.. 
but If I just let the time gone further, I will be left behind.. 
Sometimes I miss my self in the past, sometimes I miss my time when I was young and full of freedom.. 
and I still remember that I promise I will be an adult who can keep my childish side, who will never forget how to have fun.. but when things get out of control, it's hard to have fun.. 
It seems hard lately, but I know I'll be fine.. I just want to throw away this uncomfortable feelings and catch more positive minds.. it's journey, sometimes we fall, sometimes we raise,, but the important thing is not to give up.. 
It's endless journey, I hope everything's going to be okay.. ^^  

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Time Flies..

@SSE LIbrary_Tendean_1st Semester_My Free Time

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#Touchy



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Pogoshipta.. :)


I really-really miss you..

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'Friend'

Hey Ha! 
It's been a month ya, not to share any story in here.. ^^
Today I can't wait to write what had happened in my life, a very -perhaps- important moment for me.. 
and it is... the meaningful boy, remember? the one who I ever admired, the one who ever stay in my mind.. :)

Yup, today we'd just talked privately.. ehem.. in a silent room, in our lovely campus library.. I am a bit afraid actually since it's kinda weird to stay just with a man in a room.. a bit awkward.. heu
Somehow, I just thought that he might say another thing that is different with my interpretation but it happened.. I know that someday he might make everything clear between us.. 
and it happened today.. 
I can see clearly through his expression that it was hard for him to say those 'privat' things to me.. but he finally said it..
He has think about it for 2 years, he felt that there's boundaries between us that make us feel awkwark whenever we meet.. thus, he decided to tell me this thing, that he want me to be his friend.. not more than that.. 
and I agree, cz I think it's the best for us.. it feels more comfortable to be a friend.. so that both of us can share our story without any burden.. without hard feelings.. 

I, personally, know that I just admired him, not more.. since it's been 2 years , I think the feeling is already gone.. though the special feeling already disappeared, but I admit that he's still admirable,, see, that once I admire a person, it will remains forever,, and it also happened to him..
but I never have a friend who has different gender with me.. not for sharing some privat things.. but I can tell everything to him,, thus, I am a bit confused.. It's the first time and I am afraid that it might not success.. 
I wanna give something to him today, but it will be strange to give something to a person who just said that he wants to be a friend only.. then finally I decided to give the thing to Jun Gyu's Mom,, hiks ,, I am pathethic .. :'( 

Deep in my heart, I hope we can be  a close friend.. but I know it might be difficult.. he's different.. perhaps we find some similarities between us.. but I know, I can't intensively deal with him.. it's kinda dangerous.. hehe 
but I just wanna let it flow, what will happen tomorrow, I just wanna enjoy it.. :) 
Sayonara, Meaningful boy.. I hope we'll be a good friend.. ^^

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It's been a long time..

seseorang pernah bertanya kenapa aku jarang menulis tentangnya lagi..
kenapa ya? aku biasanya tipe yang menulis sesuatu yang aku sukai.. sesuatu yang memberikan efek menyenangkan karna tulisan buruk hanya akan memperburuk suasana hatiku..
jadi kenapa ga nulis lagi tentang orang itu?
mungkin orang itu sudah tidak seberharga dulu..
bisa jadi karna mengingatnya hanya memberikan kenangan buruk..
bisa jadi karna dia sudah ngga menarik perhatianku lagi..
banyak kemungkinan sih..
aku juga ngga akan menulis tentang orang yang bagiku hanya biasa saja..
aku paling benci menulis hanya untuk menyenangkan perasaan orang yang ngga pantas untuk dibuat senang..
saat ini aku hanya menulis untuk diriku..
dan aku pikir berkat itu aku jadi sadar..
bahwa orang yang pintar berkata manis itu sesungguhnya hanya penipu ulung..
bahwa seseorang yang hanya menginginkanmu ketika dia butuh saja itu benar2 ada di dunia ini..
bahwa ada orang yang ngga pernah puas bahkan menghargai semua usahamu pun dia mungkin gak kepikiran..

ternyata orang seperti itu benar2 ada..
aku juga ngga ambil pusing lagi sih.. toh ini hidup2 gue, jadi ya udah buanglah semua hal negatif, cuma jadi racun hidup ajah,,
aku berterima kasih pada orang yang sukses menggoreskan luka yang mungkin susah buat hilang..
mereka memberikan contoh yang jelas seperti apa itu keburukan yang ga boleh aku ikuti..
juga memberikan contoh yang amat jelas bahwa mereka ngga berharga untuk dipertahankan..

jadi kenapa aku jarang nulis lagi?
ya seharusnya setelah membaca tulisan ini kamu tau jawabannya kan? :p

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Korean Style Wanna be #MyFashionLife












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