Yesterday I was a bit sad during 3 o'clock class. In this class I have one fav student, his name is Althafandra, we called him by Thafa. From the first meeting I have special attention to him because his face looks almost similar w/ my little brother, Upil. He is also smart and cute, he has chubby cheeks and big eyes, that's why his friends like to pinch his cheeks.
Thafa is a comical student and really cooperative.
One day he ever leave message to his friend, Andra, who is also my student, that he missed me,,
I am so happy to know that, but yesterday I asked my students to write about their family's hobbies. When Thafa submit his work, I am curious because the column for father was empty. I asked Thafa why he didn't write anything, he said because he didn't know, I insisted that he can just write anything from the examples but then he said, " soalnya aku ga mau nulisin apa2 soal papa baru "
It was heartbreaking for me because a cheerful student like Thafa could experience something like that, he just a 7 years old student, but then I realized that I could see different color of my student, they might be cheerful but no one knows if they have a pain in their heart. Thafa might not show or say it, but I could see from the way he didn't want to write anything about his new father. I hope Thafa will get a bigger happiness,, :)
- collecting different colors -
- make up -
This photo was taken last week, at that time, it was the worst day ever, because I got flu and terrible cough and it was raining for the whole day. To be honest, if I could, I would be absent, but I will lost my bonus.. huhu
So, I forced my self to work..
Miss fairy said my eyes were swollen and I looked very sleepy (of course because I just wanna sleep at that time), thus she decided to put on some make up to my face..though I don't really like having make up on my face but I obey her because I need it.
It was weird and miss fairy even told mr.dementor, eerrgh,,
But I realize that as a woman I need to have at least knowledge on make up because it is useful.. I can put some camouflage like having fresh face while actually I am sick at that time,
But it was quite funny when the adult ( my colleague and my boss) said I am beautiful having make up, on the other hand, my students dislike it, they said it's "menor" and they like me with natural looks..
I am glad to know that they think so, and I don't need to force myself to put make up on my face,, I think my students gave honest opinion,,
It's raining right now and I am on my way to teach Jun Gyu, hope I will not late,, hehe
- a sudden feeling -
I ever heard a story from my colleague at office, it was about her love story.
She had been in relationship for 7 years w/ her first love and the man meant everything for her.. but one day, they had to break up because of their ego.. this friend of mine is a really mood maker person and very cheerful, she said for a year pasca broken up w/ him, she was living like a zombie, tried to do many things to forget him, but she never cry at all, but one day, a year later, she was eating w/ her friend and suddenly cried unstoppably cz a sudden feeling that remind her w/ the man. When I heard the story it's quite weird, but yesterday I felt it.
I was downloading some videos because I got insomnia, this damn cough not letting me sleep well, I keep coughing, drinking and going to toilet, errrrgh.
Yuph I was listening to park ji min, when she covered Beyonce'song irreplaceable, and suddenly feel sad and lost, because suddenly I remembered a person who used to sing in the way Ji Min sing, and it was ' nyesek ' and I cried without any specific reason. Fortunately the message came and it was the person, and the person sang for me and I feel like relieve and overflow by the sudden feeling, it's out of control actually but when the person asked me why, I couldn't give an exact reason, I just feel lost, feel something lost and I don't know how to express it,,
And I don't know why suddenly I want to write these things,, hhehe
Argh tomorrow it's Monday, now I know why people hate Monday, hhe
Hope every good thing will come to me soon,, hope everyone that I love will get much happiness and hope they always healthy,. :)
- Because of kakaotalk -
Today I showed my phone to Jun Gyu, he likes my phone, he said it is better than him..
The funny thing is, he installed kakaotalk to my phone and add his account by himself,, haha
He was happy because he can chat w/ me through kakaotalk and he keep sending me message.. #thissweetstudentofmine,,
To be honest, kakaotalk made me get closer to him,,
Thanks kakaotalk!! :D
My first phone blogging
It's amazing to know that I can do blogging through phone!! Ayeee,, ( move from paranoid era to android world ) hehehe
But still uncomfortable to type using phone keypad.. too much backspacing.. hahaha
Overall. I'm just so happy.. that's all,,
Thanks Allah for today's happiness,,
-My Lovely Students ^_^-
- 1. Super star 8 = 3 students
- 2. Super star 2 = 7 students
- 3. Super star 3= 9 students
- 1. Rainbow 2= 12 students
- 2. Rainbow 4 = 4 students
- Movie of The Day! = Up .. -
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Movie that inspires me a lot!! >o< |
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The sweet couple- Carl & Ellie- I hope I could find someone whom loved me like Carl to Ellie.. |
-The Problematic Teacher-
The new teacher in my office seemed to make many problems, it made everyone explode.. :D
I, personally, will never match with her, because she's trying to be close with me and Miss Fairy warned me to be careful with that kind of person..
The new teacher, she is one year older than me,
Miss Fairy said she is shifty but a bit stupid.
Last week, she tried to report something bad about me to Miss Fairy.
It's because I didn't want to share my lesson plan with her. It's because she is manipulative person who is never feel thankful when people help her. She will use people to safe herself. Even she never reflect on what she did, that's why people don't want to care about her anymore. She even cried in front of Mr. Dementor just to make him feel pity of her.. beuh..
I just want to say this to her, it's a quotation from unpopular talk show "Kalo gak sanggup, SANGGUPIN!". hehehe
She is so spoil, and annoying..
just hope she will resign soon.. #DevilWish
Quote from miss fairy "Ada dia di kantor malah nambah dosa kita keuheul sama dia"
wkwkwk :p
Recovered from ‘Badai’ [Bad Day]
“Pada saat yang seperti ini….”















My Working Life ~
- Me & Unexpected Weight -
Random Mind,,
It's painful,
when you really want to forget a person..
When you really hate that person,
and when you almost let the person go..
but there's always thing that make you won't..
because you live in a place that full of memories of that person..
because you live with people who really know that person..
because you-probably- want to keep those memories, tough it hurts..
you have too many things that connect you with that person..
Even if you want to disappear, you can't..
Even if you want to block that person FB or just erase the phone number, it's useless..
because you have too many things between you and that person.. because it's too late to let it go,,
because it's hard even to think about it so many times, you've got tired with it..
It's painful,
when you realize that the person you hate the most, is the person you ever give all your heart to
and it's more painful, when you realize it will never be the same.. never.
though you've tried.
to forget is more difficult than to begin.
My Bias ^^
Recently, I've spent a lot of time reading BaekYeol fanfics.. but this time I read the English version from livejournal.com .. it was far better than reading the indonesian version.. cz the way the author describe the story was beautiful (despite I learned the language too).. Nah, Suddenly I want to share the latest pict of Chanyeollie~ he was cooooooool and sweeeeeeeet enough to make me fall again.. >.< and the newest album of EXO was two thumbs up!!! recommended to be downloaded.. :D (I'll do it later because the inet connection was bad.. hiks)
The latest news is about my new bias.. His name is Yook Sungjae, he is from BTOB, new korean boyband (of course). I could not upload his picture because the inet connection is very bad now,, so I'll do it later at office.. hehe :p
Talking about Sungjae, his face is a bit look like Seo In-Guk from Reply 1997.. but sweetest than him.. and I just like him because his voice is good and he is the main vocalist also (let's put aside his sweet face. LOL)
Though he's not really popular but he is quite funny and playful person.. a bit similar with Chanyeollie sih.,. my type.. hehhehe
Beside Sungjae, I also like Lee MinHyuk from BTOB.. he is my 2nd bias.. I don't really like him but I fall for him after seeing BTOB MV (Irresistible lips). He became the model with a girl who acted in Cinderella Step Sister, that a-doll-like girl.. and he was GREAT in acting.. for sure I love his eyes.. hehehehe #blushing
Now, I keep looking for BTOB news and MVs.. and I can't stop playing 2nd Confession MV and When I was your man MV.. it was an AWESOME song!! their voices are better than SuJu sih, though they're not really handsome.. hahaha their song My Girl and Father also good.. and I was surprised because most of them were born at 1993-1994.. WTF!! Seems that I'm old.. hiks.. but I don't feel that way, most people always believe me when I said I'm still a high school girl.. LOL.. ^0^
I think it's enough for today.. hehe can't wait to upload their photos tomorrow.. Ja Ne Minna-san!!
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I am Back!! :D
Haraaa Haraaa,, finally I decided to write again in here!!
Yeah I'm back~~ >o<
To be honest, I've created account in other socmeds.. and..............
I FORGOT which email and what password that I used there!!
I've tried to remember it, but it was useless.. I got no idea.. Gosh!
So, with a heavy heart and no choice, I am BACK... yaay~~~
Gonna write many unimportant yet unforgettable things in my life..
Please anticipate it~ ^0^
On June 21st..
I'm glad to know that you haven't give up yet..
- Father a.k.a Papih -
Two Rings.. -C.L.O.V.E.R-
-Baek PoV-
In a way back to home, on the bus which is going too fast than usual, you, as usual, always by my side. Your Pabo face, sometimes makes me want to tease you..
Chan: The weather is too hot for summer ryt?
Baek: Hemm..
Chan: What r u lookin' at?
Baek: your hand, whose ring is it? #hold Chan's hand
Chan: It's from my Sunbaenim in my school, hehe #shy
Baek: Let me borrow this!
Chan: eeh? No! it's special..
Baek: #take the ring from chan's finger #put it on baek's middle finger.
Chan: Hey! that's my ring~ #angry
Baek: Now, it's mine,, :p
-Chan PoV-
It's the first time I came to Baek's house.. I am so nervous.. what should I do? I have to meet Baek in bus station.. I have to do my best!
at Baek's house..
Baek: You must be very tired ryt?
Chan: Emm, not really, I am so excited to meet you.. I miss u.. :)
Baek: Me more.. stay here, this is room for us.. my Mom already prepared it for you..
Chan: Your Mom is very kind..
Baek: Are u thirsty?
Chan: A bit.. hehe
Baek: Wait.. I'll give you some water..
Huwaa it's Baek's house.. I will stay here for three days, I hope I didn't make any mistake.. Huft, I've prepared present for Baek's birthday too,, hehe I hope it will go as I've planned..
Baek: Here, drink this, but slowly okay..
Chan: Waaa orange juice! I love it! #drink in a hurry
Baek: Hey hey slowly.. slowly.. #hold Chan's hand
Chan: Wae yo?
Baek: Just drink it slowly!
Chan: Err you're so suspicious.. nyemmm
Baek: #Look at Chan's carefully. Have you find it?
Chan: Ppppft.. hehehe there's something here.. I'll try to drink it all..
Baek: Slowly okay.. #Nervous
Chan: #silent for a moment #teary eyes
Baek: Hey, why are u silent.. what did you find there?
Chan: It's a ring., huwee I'm so happy..
Baek: Let me put it on ur finger.. #Take the ring from the cup
This ring is special for you, can you see in the inner side of the ring?
Chan: It's my name, you write it?
Baek: No, it's the ring maker who made it.. I requested it..
Chan: But this ring is too simple for me, It's plain. :(
Baek: Who said that? See, if you take a look carefully, there's a fire pattern on it.. You know, it's symbolize
our love, it will burn forever.. our love will never die, sweetheart..
Chan: It's so touchy.. u're too romantic! Huwaa you made me ashamed #close face with hands
Baek: Yaa, I did it for you since I took your precious ring here.. #show Baek's finger
Chan: Aah I see.. :) but that ring is already rusty.. how if I buy you the new one soon when we back to
Seoul?
Baek: That's a good idea.. #Hold Chan's cheeks..
Chan: Saranghae Baek.. #Hug Baek
Baek: Nee.. Naneun dangsineul saranghamnida... #Hug
My Memorable Moments ^^
C.L.O.V.E.R verse 4
C.L.O.V.E.R verse 3
C.L.O.V.E.R verse 2
C.L.O.V.E.R
Mie ABC Sop Tomat Pedas
Suatu Hari, A dan O sedang berbelanja di sebuah mini market cukup populer. Mereka asik memilih mie favorite mereka. A tanpa pikir panjang langsung mengambil ABC rasa sop tomat pedas.
O: Beli itu mulu, ngga bosen?
A: Abis suka banget sih, nanti juga bakal ada saatnya bosen..
O: Oh iya bener juga..
A: Kenapa?
O: Dulu juga kamu pernah bilang bosen sama aku.
A: Kapan? Masa?
O: Waktu dulu kamu lagi deketin dia, jentre banget malah..
A: Ooh itu mah dulu kan..
O: Emang sekarang ngga bosen?
A: Gini ibaratnya, kalo A suka banget makan sarden, tiap hari makan sarden, kan ada masanya bosen. Trus dia pengen nyoba makan kornet. Eh ternyata abis nyobain kornet, dan tau rasanya ngga enak banget, dia malah kangen sama rasa sarden dan balik makan sarden tiap hari.
O: Ooh dasar tukang coba-coba.. kasian amat sama si kornet.. hehe
A: Apaan tuh mukanya? seneng kan? hayoo ngaku~~
O: Ehehe .. (-^.^-)
Suntikan Semangat Hari Ini :)
Aku ngga pernah nyangka seorang sahabat yang nun jauh disana menuliskan ini d message FB :
"Ta, km bneran gpp kan distu?
Hari ini aku lagi mellow.. hahaha tumben
kalo dipikir- pikir terakhir kita ngobrol itu dulu pas aku ada masalah, sekitar bulan september.. udah lama banget ya ta?
malahan terakhir kita ketemu pas udah lebaran taun lalu ya?? udah lama banget kayanya
Aku mungkin ga selalu baik sama kamu, ga selalu ada buat kamu, ga pernah ngerti apa mau kamu.
Tapi aku pengen kamu tau aja, kamu salah satu temen terbaik yang pernah aku punya.
yang selalu ngertiin aku tanpa pernah minta dimengerti
Aku ga nyangka loh, aku bakalan nulis kaya gini.. kaya yang aku bilang, ini bukan gaya aku banget kan
Makasih ya kamu udah selalu siap dengerin semua masalah aku
Maaf kalau aku selalu nyusahin kamu..
Journey..
'Friend'
It's been a long time..
seseorang pernah bertanya kenapa aku jarang menulis tentangnya lagi..
kenapa ya? aku biasanya tipe yang menulis sesuatu yang aku sukai.. sesuatu yang memberikan efek menyenangkan karna tulisan buruk hanya akan memperburuk suasana hatiku..
jadi kenapa ga nulis lagi tentang orang itu?
mungkin orang itu sudah tidak seberharga dulu..
bisa jadi karna mengingatnya hanya memberikan kenangan buruk..
bisa jadi karna dia sudah ngga menarik perhatianku lagi..
banyak kemungkinan sih..
aku juga ngga akan menulis tentang orang yang bagiku hanya biasa saja..
aku paling benci menulis hanya untuk menyenangkan perasaan orang yang ngga pantas untuk dibuat senang..
saat ini aku hanya menulis untuk diriku..
dan aku pikir berkat itu aku jadi sadar..
bahwa orang yang pintar berkata manis itu sesungguhnya hanya penipu ulung..
bahwa seseorang yang hanya menginginkanmu ketika dia butuh saja itu benar2 ada di dunia ini..
bahwa ada orang yang ngga pernah puas bahkan menghargai semua usahamu pun dia mungkin gak kepikiran..
ternyata orang seperti itu benar2 ada..
aku juga ngga ambil pusing lagi sih.. toh ini hidup2 gue, jadi ya udah buanglah semua hal negatif, cuma jadi racun hidup ajah,,
aku berterima kasih pada orang yang sukses menggoreskan luka yang mungkin susah buat hilang..
mereka memberikan contoh yang jelas seperti apa itu keburukan yang ga boleh aku ikuti..
juga memberikan contoh yang amat jelas bahwa mereka ngga berharga untuk dipertahankan..
jadi kenapa aku jarang nulis lagi?
ya seharusnya setelah membaca tulisan ini kamu tau jawabannya kan? :p